My mind drifts to a place where we meet for the first time, enjoying drinks and catching up on life and what not. Appreciating each other's presence, leaning close, then closer; our eyes betraying us, nervous smiles, anticipating touches, wanting each other and giving in to temptation in a secluded hotel room where neither of us will ever go back to.
My mind drifts to a place where I find the playful and dominant man you are. Showing up in my skirt or sans panties to see you, on your request, knowing I'll be bent over your desk in less than 2 minutes, that you'll have me as slick as butter with few dirty words whispered in my ear, coming to you with the full knowledge of my imminent surrender, knowing you'll use me and abuse me in the sweetest way.
My mind drifts to a place where you are the sweetest... welcoming me with a soft kiss, your smooth and warm hands running on my body, tousling my hair, fingers entwining with my curls, drawing me closer, while in my ear you whisper my name, how sexy you find me, how much you missed me... before kissing me, again and again.
My mind drifts to a place a while ago. How different our lives might be. Perhaps not ideal, maybe not that different, probably not perfect... we'll never know. But maybe we are together, "at our age" still fucking like rabbits, taking every opportunity to find ourselves alone, anywhere, anytime; a place where I could tease you endlessly and find welcoming arms. A place where I know I'd be satisfied and happy as, in the middle of the night, your body has melted into mine in a warm embrace, to find each other smiling in the morning light.
I wonder if any of those other places existed then, exists now or will eventually be...
